I don't know what it is, or what it could be.  Is it me?  The question is, what do my friends think?  Should I care? Of course....  It hurts when you feel that someone you trust doesnt trust you the same.  Or if you hurt someone's feeling's, and they can't find it in them to forgive you. 

Tonight I contemplate my character.  Am I someone who people enjoy being around?  Do others like being my friend?  Or am I just the guy that always tags along?  Whether this comes off as cocky, or not, I have always considered myself to be someone who people enjoy being in the company of, and enjoy the friendship of, after they get to know me for me.  I feel that my idea of myself was a good one.  Sure I have things to work on, such as being more open to new things, understanding that one's opinions is there own and that they are entitled to them, and just trying to be what i think a friend should be.  It isnt that I feel personally attacked, it's just that I dont know if I am someone who is worthy of being a good friend.  It hurts when someone tells you that you have hurt them.  I never mean to harm anyone in anyway, and when I do, it is about the worst thing that I ever could experience. 

I don't know what else to say.....

~~Andy

For a bit of what I am feeling...... Listen to: 

"It's For The Best" by Straylight Run  and  "Ever So Sweet" by The Early November