Tuesday night, Things have been going pretty well the last couple days. Sunday was really chill. I studied a bit in the afternoon, watched some football and worked from 6 until 10. Ryan Y and Lauren A came up on Sunday afternoon. I felt pretty awkward... I really had not hung out with Lauren at all since her and Dane split last spring. Ryan seemed really quiet the whole time they were here too. I know I didnt try to warm up to them or anything but I really don't know either of them that well.
Anyways, Monday came and I slept in. I know, I skipped my first class of the semester. So shoot me.... No big deal... Ryan and Lauren took of by 1 and I chilled in the afternoon, read a bit, and played some Deer Hunter 2004(yes, the first computer game I have been addicted to since PGA Golf '97). Oh well, getting the red neck and nerd out at one time. That night I saw Jackie(a friend of mine up at school), she had been gone for a week. Her father died over labor day weekend. I really can't imagine how she feels. Her dad was pretty young too, only 51 I believe. Zach and I went over to Abby's for a bit and hung out, then we all hit the gym. Abby is a crazy good swiimer, I still dont know why she quit. And yes Zach, I can do a flip off the diving board. After that I came back and hit up the laundrizzle(Just thinking of ya Dane!). It was a good day and night for sure.
Today was also good, didn't do too much besides class.... I took a huge nap this afternoon, I think matt thought I was dead. haha.... Canada won the world cup of hockey, that sucks. Damn Canadiens. Oh oh, and I watched Real World, I know I am addicted, that is another one of my unhealthy habits as well.
I know a few friends may be reading this and curious, no Jac still hasn't replied to my email. I think I may email her once again, and just reiterate that I still am trying to be a friend. who know though.... It's weird, I am definitely over it now, I finally am not having her in my dreams, or everyday thoughts. The only thing that really triggers anything is Music and certain songs. Mostly everything is a good memory, and I feel that my heart is healing and will even more, in time. I hope she can feel the same when things come back to her. And I do wish her the best.
On another note, we are gearing up for the good ol' hockey ticket camp out this weekend. Should be a fun time for sure. I hope we get seats as good as the ones we had last year. Good Ol' Fighting Sioux Hockey!!! I'm Stoked! Well, it is getting late and I need to get to bed and get some rest. Have a goodnight, and sweet dreams all.
Always, ~~Andy
I still enjoy Copeland, no one can take that away....
- "If I Told You This Was Killing Me, Would You Stop?" by The Juliana Theory
- "Testing The Strong Ones" by Copeland
- "Sweet Steps" by Junction 18
